Of course, these dolls will always be precious to us in some way, but is there any in particular you miss, or feel guilty for selling?
It has occurred to me recently that there is a doll or two I really miss, and I'm surprised by one of them....
Firstly, I think I'll always feel guilty and miss Kaiden, my DOT Camine.
I mean, he was joint first of the dolls I ever bought myself, and he and Ryn (DOT E-an) were bought together, as lovers and all...he's gone on to a lovely home, but he'll always be precious to me, and simply buying another Camine just wouldn't be the same.
...as for the surprising one, I'd have to say I miss Yasuo the most, my LUTS Delf Yder.
Now, he was my first doll, arriving only a week before Kaden and Ryn, but he was also a gift from my Parents, who don't approve of the hobby at all. (I had begged, as a holiday kind of gift)
I had a very strange bond with him though, since as a character doll, I just didn't get along with him...
He didn't fit how my Yasuo character was, nor did he work for anyone else I could come up with, but when I look back, he was always the one with me when I was upset or angry. I don't know why that is, since I've always bonded best with Ryn, but I have a few memories, and one especially firm one of me hiding in my room, crying my eyes out over some bad news, and hugging Yasuo for comfort.
I even remembered that I soaked his white shirt, and apologised, haha.
Its such a strange thought, that though I never bonded with him in any other way, I felt so guilty when I had to sell him, and I have to say, if I did believe that it was possible to give a doll part of your "soul"....he's probably be the one.
Thank you, Yasuo -- you are missed. <3
The first doll picture I ever took. :')
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